I've really been wrestling with a matter for several months. The more I want to do something, the more obstacles get thrown in the way. I'm struggling to know if the obstacles are God's way of telling me to let it go...or Satan's way of making it harder and I need to perservere; fight the good fight.
In the last few days I think I have come to know the answer. But I don't like the answer because it means I will be letting people down.
It's funny how it's easier to let God down than it is people. Okay, it's not funny...but then that's really the point, isn't it?